I just went on with life a little confused. Keep your mouth shut and let that idea ferment a little while. She introduced herself as Emily. I spent so much time preaching the importance of sexual openness and exploration, the comparability of repressing your sexual identity and repressing your personality. A little Did you have an orgasm? I guess I'm a bit naive, but I can't disbelieve him when he says he has no attraction to me. I'm concerned it will be even more awkward, but I have to go to save face.
Our conversation when like this. Single How would you best classify this hookup? Slowly I thrusted into her, in touch with every moan and gasp that came from her mouth. I cannot come home and cuddle with another man and say you are my everything and I love you. I went over, and it turned into a very long night. This was morally wrong due to using alcohol to get sex.
Excited as hell, but still loving this girl, I stopped. I'm 23, and I've got a thick skin. I went to a friends' and just. I don't know how to describe it. If anything, his being distant to you after that encounter should show you how immature he is, and how he doesn't seem to respect you or your feelings very much. He responded yes and it gave me this weird happy feeling in my stomach.
In it, I tell them my friend admitted to having feelings for me and I was feeling really confused. A few weeks passed and I had not given in. But finally, I just got up, said my goodbyes and left. Me: With someone else, you mean? Perhaps I should explain some things. In all honesty, she's naive to think that their relationship is going to work out. But let's fast forward to this past weekend him and her got into a fight. I stopped playing with her hair.
She began to thrash around on my face and dropped my now rock hard cock from her mouth. All in all he basically told me he wanted to be with me but did not want to ruin his rep at our school. We're friends, and that's as far as either of us wants to go, so there's no sense in either one of us trying anything else. Being best friends I had been this close to her before, but not since I had discovered my feelings for her. But the love I had for her was not like the love I have for him. If it is first experiences with same sex then go slow. The top shoves his cock in like he's shoving a quarter in a soda machine and then slam fucks him and the bottom is moaning like a fat girl eating twinkie.
Really, I didn't want him thinking I'm in love with him or something dumb like that. On top, I was able to control the pace of our sex, I kept is nice and slow, just getting to know her body, loving every inch of her. Check all that apply None, No penetrative sex happened What were your motives for this hookup? Imagine how much better the entire world would be if everyone was allowed to be happy without the stupid judgement of others. Before the hookup I had absolutely no feelings at all, the thought of my best friend disgusted me. Working on second and third dates with some of these gentlemen. After a few weeks of casual hanging out, they began dating. We were out partying, both drunk and we looked at eachother and just went for the kiss.
So the way I see it is it's the thrill of the sexual act and just knowing what feels good to you. . Just for an update on the situation: Things have gotten a little better. Things moved really quickly for us, we were already pretty much living in the same room. No wonder Jennifer could take two fingers in her pussy having a dildo to keep her pussy stretched. Life is too short to not get out and try things you're curios about. I left her room and went back to mine, banging angrily on the wall, wanting to shut the two of them up.
To the original poster, I appreciate you sharing your story. In retrospect I think this was a failed attempt at seduction but at the time I just chalked it up to something odd. Except this time, we were naked, in my college dorm room, and we had just had the best sex of our lives. He and his girlfriend lived with me for about 15 months. By sheer luck, we were placed in the same dorm, just a floor apart.
We broke apart and stared at each other, both panting. I texted him the next day to clarify about the terrified thing. You are dealing with some personal insecurity issues, indicated by the fact that you somehow felt the need to continually apologize to him for the encounter. If the bottom is a regular partner and understands what's going on, it can be a big turn-on for him too. Also, I assumed he was acting shallow in the conversation because he was trying to make sure I wasn't being led on.